Little pieces of folded paper that I threw into a vase.
I didn’t make one every week. I only have 11.
- week #1: on Thursday, PM shift, a lady tipped me $100 on $148 at work
- week #2: slept well all week long
- week #3: my regular Tuesday night table of doctors gave me an envelope with $300 in it for belated Christmas
- week #4: hard drive from the old computer is gonna be ok
- week #5: filed my taxes and getting a refund! (thanks to quarterly payments that I overestimated)
- week #6: despite missing 16 miles of mid-week training runs (Wed. & Thurs) I got my 22 miler done today. 1 hour in the dark & the last 11 miles in the snow!
- 20200320 (& 19): I got the food from Ted’s that they were going to have to throw away to help me while furloughed
- 20200502: studying has been going well and I’m going to be working in I.T. again
- 20200711: I got 2 surprise presents delivered to my door. A new set of Doctor’s Choice pillows and a cold brew coffee maker (from 2 different people)
- 20201001: started full time job as a BI Analyst
- 20201122: offered a salary instead of hourly compensation, put in my notice at the restaurant
As I was looking through these, other things that I am grateful for came to mind and I was tempted to insert them into this list but did not because this exercise was simply to record the paper notes. I also realized just now that as I would think of other things that I should have left notes for, my mind would throw in excuses for the periods of time during which I didn’t write notes, even when I had so much to be grateful for.
I also just realized that most of these notes were about material things. Thankfully they all were not. I spent a good solid 9 years pulling myself out from complete financial devastation, so I guess that took a toll on my perspective. I will work on that. I’ve climbed out by now and I can let the suffering go and recognize all of things I am grateful for, all the time.
I make more of these notes in 2021. What gets measured improves.